WAIPAA ni hajikareta amatsubu o
Koubuza seki kara miteru
Sore o aka shingou bonyari to someru kara
Ore to kaburu you de iya ni naru
Futsuu to iwareru WAKU ni
Itsuwari osamaru nante
Tsumaranai kudaranai souda kitto
Ore wa ore no mama de itai no ni
Wakarou tomo sezu
Shiroi me de mite sa ah
Suki na mono suki to
Itteta tte ii yo ne?
Ari no mama ore o ukeirete kureru basho o
Sagashite iru hontou wa
Samishii nante waraeru ne
Osanasa wa toki to shite zankoku de
Kienai kizu o tsukuru
Yuuki o shibotte uchiaketa hontou no
Ore ga keibetsu sareta ano hi
Surudoku hashitta itami
Ima demo wasurete nai na
FURONTO GARASU no amatsubu ga
Ao iro ni somatte omotta
Nemurenai yoru o
Okirarenai asa o koete
Jibun ni uso tsuku no koban da
Ii yo ne?
Ari no mama ore o ukeirete kureru basho o
Sagashite iru hontou wa
Samishii nante waraeru ne
Namida o nagasu yori jibun o aishitai
Hokorashiku omoun da
MAINORITI na kansei o
Jama shinaide yo
Wakarou tomo sezu
Shiroi me de mite sa ah
Suki na mono suki to
Itteta tte ii yo ne?
Ari no mama ore o ukeirete kureru basho o
Sagashite iru hontou wa
Samishii nante waraeru ne
English
From the backseat, I watch
As raindrops are wiped away from the windshield
Casting a haze of the red traffic light over me
For some reason, it reminds me of myself - I hate it
As if I’d put up a facade just so I can
Stay within the boundaries known as “normal”
How boring, how pointless
That’s right, I’m sure I just want to stay the way I am
Without even trying to understand
They simply look at me with eyes of disdain, ah
It’s not wrong for me to say that
I love the things I love, right?
The truth is, I’ve always been searching
For a place that will accept me for who I am
I’ve been lonely all along— what a joke, right?
Childhood can sometimes be cruel
And create wounds that never fade away
Just like the day I gathered the courage to reveal who I truly was
And was faced only with prejudice
The sharp pain that shot through me
Is something I still can’t forget today
I think to myself, as the raindrops
On the windshield turn a shade of blue
Overcoming both the sleepless nights and
The mornings where I can’t get up
It was right for me to have
Refused to lie to myself, right?
The truth is, I’ve always been searching
For a place that will accept me for who I am
I’ve been lonely all along— what a joke, right?
Rather than shedding tears, I want to learn to love myself
I want to be able to hold my head with pride
Despite being a minority
So don’t get in my way
Without even trying to understand
They simply look at me with eyes of disdain, aah
It’s not wrong for me to say that
I love the things I love, right?
The truth is, I’ve always been searching
For a place that will accept me for who I am
I’ve been lonely all along— what a joke, right?
